Remember my post about receiving sis Rock's Angel... I really needed one yesterday, physically if possible.

Yesterday, one of my best female friends texted me that she is again pregnant. This is about a month after she had D&C because she had miscarriage last January. When I read her message, I was very happy for her because after that event, they are immediately blessed. As for me, it was nothing. I already used to these announcements that I cannot care more. I was in denial... I am still hoping that I am the one texting everyone that I am already pregnant.

When G got home, he looked gloomy. I asked him if he was tired from work but he said no. When we were already in bed, he told me that the reason why he was sad was because Archie's wife gave birth again. This is his 3rd child already. Not that he is against other people's happiness but because he cannot  find the same happiness that these people are experiencing.

Holy Week just passed, we should still be glorifying about the event but here we are feeling down again. I keep telling him that we have to wait because it is still not our time... but he feels that God doesn't hear our prayers...